Tuesday, December 4, 2012

Unchartered Sets

The following creative entry was written in the confines of a cubicle during break time between a coworker and myself. Food for thought, you do the dishes! Enjoy!



New beginnings…new places…
Fresh Grace…..new faces…
Away from the hustle and bustle of everyday struggles
The walls of the cubicles, closing in like a prison structure…

Please give me muscle
To get past all of the daily tustle
Of endless mindless almost rusted
Baggage of loss grace to the point I cant trust it
Release me I say- its unwanted.

What’s unwanted you may ask?
The tustle of mediocrity
The bustle of creased slacks, collared tee’s
Paperwork that gives you a case of the zzzz’s
Is there an opportunity to advance?
Or have I reached the glass ceiling?
Does the American dream apply to me?
Or is that a fairytale feeling?...

Or a dream that has not been fulfilled yet
a longing to reach uncharted sets
that I just cant seem to touch- yes
I cant stop this feeling that im supposed to be a queen- chess
But I realize now I need others to help achieve it
Solo is no longer the means-correct
I finally mastered the ability to dream, or is this a test?
The end and the beginning should be the knee- pray yes

Prayers moves mountains
Mountains are moved by faith
The size of mustard seed is all that is needed
Perseverance, Hope, and Discipline
Spiritual ingredients deposited into a spiritual cake

Its time to break the chains off of our minds
It’s time to break out of that generationally limited nest
It’s time to spread our wings out as the eagle does
Will you past the test?

I need rest
Time to allow my mind to collect
All this information is here to progress
Yet I still continue to digest
All this fake mess
That surrounds me everday, obsessed
I'm drowning in a life of worthlessness
Please hear my call Lord for substance

He hears the cries of the afflicted
The struggle is not in vain
All things work together
For those who believe in his name

Weeping endures for a night
Yet joy comes in the morning
He’ll exchange our ashes of sorrow
Give us joy instead of mourning

His ways aren’t our ways
His thoughts aren’t our thoughts
His plan is to give us hope and a future
But first we must be taught.

Taught what you may ask?
You can’t tell me this is all on purpose?
The sleepless nights, tear soaked pillows
Screaming inside yet smiling on the surface

Taught to smile through the tears and walk through the fear
Taught to walk on the tightrope of life
Reject the negative and bring the positive near

Taught to reject the idea of a being a public success yet a private mess
Taught to look to the hills, stop dwelling on what WAS and look to..
WHAT'S NEXT!

Written by:
LaShonda Cole & Renate' Bender

2 comments:

  1. Exactly how I feel!

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  2. Its a frustrating feeling but I know that things won't always be the same. There's hope!

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